I am so sorry you are having such a bad time. I am no doctor, but how about if you went back to the lowest dose and taper very, very slowly from that, and see how you go.
Remember I am no expert, but I think that is what I would do if I felt as bad as you.
Firstly, thank you all for your support. It really means a lot that you all don't know me and are rooting for me.
Today was a bad day. It is my second day Paxil free and boy do I want to grab my pill bottle and take a full pill. The worst headaches I have ever had in my life. Lightheadedness with these weird brain zaps. Ugh!!!
Emailed the psychiatrist today, she told me to hang in there. But honestly, I don't know how much more I can take!!!
I am withdrawing from Effexor XR but doing it very slowly, unlike you. I have been six weeks on the first regime. This week I will start the second faze, and it will take at least six weeks, if not more on that. No hurry, just a slow taper until my body adjusts. You dropped very quickly, and didn't give your body a chance to adjust to the lower dosage.
Your psychiatrist, I presume knows what she is doing, but I am surprised she did not ask you to taper slowly.
They are normal, but as I said, your taper is awfully fast. I would ask to slow it down...that will help a little anyway.
Also, I forgot to mention that yes, I am doing this out of advice from a Psychiatrist who I've been in contact with throughout this whole ordeal. She has told me that my symptoms are "normal"
I just wanted to state my experience and to state that what I read about Paxil. I am NO means an expert or even a doctor. But just wanted people to be aware of my experience should they decide to take Paxil. I wish I was told about the withdrawal before I started, and might have chosen something different. I am sorry if I came across differently.
Today is my first day of being Paxil in 12 years. I still have a terrible headache and lightheadedness, but the feeling of wanting to cry has subsided, and my crazy dreams at night(mostly nightmares) have subsided too.
Thank you all for reading. :-)
As for your taper...it's NOT slow at all! In fact, it's very VERY fast, with some significant cuts in doses. Cutting a dose in half, then 2 weeks later, cutting it in half again will absolutely cause some nasty symptoms. Also, there isn't enough of a stabilization period in between dosage reductions. Are you tapering under the guidance of a doctor?
If so, I highly recommend you asking for a much slower and more deliberate taper. Paxil is a med that, the slower the weaning process, the better. If you are trying to do this yourself, PLEASE seek the help of a doctor who knows his way around these meds. The right taper can make the difference between a hellish taper, or a bearable one.
"But I am determined to get this evil crap out of my body."
I understand that you feel that way, but there is no race here. You're tapering entirely too fast. A proper Paxil taper can take many months, to be done right...and will make a world of difference in your symptoms.
Keep us updated...let us know how you're doing!