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why am i crying
ok this is getting ridiculous now. can anyone explain to me why i am crying 24/7 everytime i think of my fiancee. my head keeps trying to convince me i dont love her it keeps making me sad and cry. which ever way i look at things i cry. is this my depression and will it pass when meds kick in?
hi, i dont quiet understand what you mean there sorry. i am probably being a bit simple.
Everytime i think of her at the moment. i dont know if its thought or feeling on this bit. but i feel/think i dont love her anymore. i am extreamly confused. but three weeks ago everything was great. co insides that i re started back on my old meds so i am assuming i have nothing inside my system. I am like my birthday is just over a weeks time and i dont want any presents from anyone especialy her because i feel guilty, and the fact i will feel major guilty if we do break up. am i messed up or what.
Everytime i think of her at the moment. i dont know if its thought or feeling on this bit. but i feel/think i dont love her anymore. i am extreamly confused. but three weeks ago everything was great. co insides that i re started back on my old meds so i am assuming i have nothing inside my system. I am like my birthday is just over a weeks time and i dont want any presents from anyone especialy her because i feel guilty, and the fact i will feel major guilty if we do break up. am i messed up or what.
No need to apologize....
From my experience u may be saying u dont love her because looking at it from ur point of view it might be less painful to think that way. It may be that u are afraid of the pain that might come with loving her. Pain that she may never understand what u are going through and pain that u feel u may put her through being depressed. And indeed u two may struggle being depression is like a leech that ***** on everything that is and should be right in ur life.
I hope I have been helpful and please dont think u shouldnt post as much as u feel u must.
From my experience u may be saying u dont love her because looking at it from ur point of view it might be less painful to think that way. It may be that u are afraid of the pain that might come with loving her. Pain that she may never understand what u are going through and pain that u feel u may put her through being depressed. And indeed u two may struggle being depression is like a leech that ***** on everything that is and should be right in ur life.
I hope I have been helpful and please dont think u shouldnt post as much as u feel u must.
sorry for the constant questions. is it also depression if i dont care if i love her or not. and the fact i just dont love her and not be upset. my mood is constantly low. i keep locking on to it. and i keep auto thinking saying i am sorry i dont think its going to work.
yes and yes its scary i am convinced its my depression and it will pass. i ge brief moments of yay there she is. thankyou i suppsoe just have to be patient
Ur welcome...
It's more than likely the depression telling u that u do not love her (I am not a doctor so i may be off) but look into ur heart and find her and find why u have loved her for so long, find who she was then and who she is now, maybe that will help. Have u tried opening up to her? Is she supportive? I hope so. Depression has a way of just pushing everyone u love far away and make u sometimes even hate them. It separates you.
It's more than likely the depression telling u that u do not love her (I am not a doctor so i may be off) but look into ur heart and find her and find why u have loved her for so long, find who she was then and who she is now, maybe that will help. Have u tried opening up to her? Is she supportive? I hope so. Depression has a way of just pushing everyone u love far away and make u sometimes even hate them. It separates you.
the only other thing is that my mind also automatically thinks and says its over you dont love her anymore its not going to work. then i cry but sometimes i do not. i am pretty much irritable at mo with anyone. and a little stressed at work. can this happen as well. its confusing me a bit. thankyou all so far.
its all true first your human and its common with depression. i had so much abuse over the years as a child and as an adult to some degree. I found that i broke down so much. time after time after time. it will take a bit but you will get through it bud. i think its harder for us guys butyou know what were all in it together, cheer up bud. i hope to vhat with you.-aaron
This is very common with depression. Give your meds time to kick in and you will feel better. Journaling your feelings and emotions is very therapeutic and a form of release for us. Hang in there, it's going to get better!
Hey everything will be ok soon and I'm sure pretty soon re meds will kick in and all will be well :) Did something happen? Its ok to cry ur human and its never ridiculous. Also try talking to someone and keep track of ur mood. U can start a journal and just write it all out.
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