Hi and welcome to the forum.
Have you ever considered holistic psychotherapy?
Please look into it.
This may be a very viable option for you.
There are many holistic therapists in your state.
(I'm in Canada and practice Energy Psychotherapy.)
It is a very efficient therapy modality, and usually with good results.
At least one Holistic Therapist is in your area. (Not necessarily a recommendation)
Lalei E. Gutierrez PhD, LMFT, RPE, CPC
Please do your own thorough research,
before making any decisions regarding your health
Blessings,
Nikodicreta
thanks I will look into both
Psychology Today has a "therapist finder" database that lists therapist by geographic location. You can refine the results by areas that are applicable to what kind of therapist you need, like family counseling, OCD etc.
www.psychologytoday.com
Do you have a community clinic? where i live there are a community clinic thing where you can get counseling, home support, psychiatrist, etc and its sort of cheap. Maybe you might find one in the phone book or in your town. sorry I'm not much help.
Best of luck