i dont want 2 feel like this anymore

[katiedid0182]

i have been feeling so low i dont know what 2 do i struggle everyday i dont even like going outside i feel scared to go 2 work and can only go into a shop sometimes and when some1 is with me i dont enjoy anything anymore i used 2 be so alive always out and about had ambition i'm only 26 i have no children (although i do look after my younger siblings every weekend ) and i just want 2 be me again. i have put on 4 stone in weight too. i have had alot of problems through my life but i think that most people do i just feel so alone but at the same time i just want 2 hide i am so scared i am going 2 lose everything and life is ust going to pass me by i dont have any friends as i have only moved 2 this area 6 months ago and i work  nights on my own so cant even make friends there so i really ust needmsome1 who understands and wants 2 talk things though

[LeftCoastChick]

I have to agree, your depression has gone long enough and you are showing many of the symptoms, it's important that you see a psychiatrist, though, we can't diagnose here, I can relate to your feelings.

[ILADVOCATE]

Feelings of hopelessness, having trouble relating to people and changes in appetite can often be part of depression. But only a psychiatrist can provide a diagnosis. But its worth speaking to one. Talk therapy in addition to seeing a psychiatrist would be helping for general coping solutions as well.