so depressed

[RainLover71]

I have just been diagnosed with a serious heart condition--VF and am obviously so depressed and scared.Someone please be there for me now.I feel so lost right now.I have battled cancer and depression now this.

[RainLover71]

You must be happy with your life and I am happy for you that you are doing well,the problem with me is I haven't been happy in so long that I have forgotten what it's like to laugh or smile.

[Life360_Dave]

Rain, with all the problems that life throws our way, what i did was to balance them out by being creative. Im not saying this to boost myself up, as i am a regular guy with no special talents, but want to mention it, as is a reality. I created and Patented a very simple product, similar to those you see on TV for" $19.95 and get one free". I knew it would be successful as is a product that is needed by people. I new this because it was part of the industry i am in. You see many things for sale and say " why didnt i think of that". There is something very simple in your work field that you could create and be a big hit. Its so easy its hard!!

[RainLover71]

You're right again dave & you lost your father at a young age,so sorry about that,my father was everything to me,I miss him so bad.My relationship was very sad because I loved my woman so much & let her down,I'm full of guilt & maybe this explains all my health issues now.

[Life360_Dave]

Sorry about your dad, i lost mine in a horrific truck accident when i was 20 years old. Missed a lot of guidance in my early years. and about the best woman and your guilt, that experience will make you a better person when the next best woman comes along.

[RainLover71]

Thanks once again dave,you have been a great support,I'm a lab assistant & I am also a qualified support worker.I experienced depression when dad passed away in 2005 & I cheated on the best woman I ever had in my life in 2010 & still have not forgiven myself for that.

[RainLover71]

Thankyou for your kind words marlene,anything that involves the heart is a scare but I will be working with my doctor & cardiologist & taking their instructions.At present I am having trouble sleeping.Good bless you to.