You can,t just stop your meds cold turkey,that is not a good idea.You really need to consult your doctor and get his/her advice.You have to come off them slowly and reduce the dose otherwise the withdrawl symptoms could be terrible.
Oh my gosh do not just stop taking those, wean yourself off DO NOT DO NOT JUST STOP! It will be hell, do you still have enough pills to wean yourself off? Especially because you are on high doses that will be a very unhealthy and dangerous thing to do, just don't do it talk to your dr.
That is scary, especially to do that without a docs help.
I would suggest you try to find a way to get meds, as a major priority. It can be dangerous to just stop.
Can u borrow money ? Sell something to make money ?
I wish I could help more. Hang in there
darlenedaisy