why do i suffer from depression

[kevvy1968]

i am very bad type 1 diabetec and also have mental health props very bad depression i will not take 2 this diabetec i have stopped all meds and my insurlin i have a diabetic nurse comes out  twice a week 2 c me i have try 2 kill myself once all ready i am fed up with it my life so messed up ty kevin

[Samwise2980]

All of us have went through harsh times in life - Then again, that's part of growing up.All we have to decide, in those times, is what to do with the time that we are given.
I can't tell you 'why', but I can tell 'what' is bestfor you to do. Go see a therapist, and tell him all that you want to tell him. He's not there to judge you, or accuse you of being ridiculous, he's not there to tell you why, instead  he's there to help you move on.

[mammo]

We don't know why you're depressed Kevin, but a therapist can help you learn why.  Most of us have a root cause for our depression and with therapy are able to find out what that is, deal with it and get on with life.  I think we have all asked "why," but then you have to ask "what can I do about it?"  Talking to us is a start, take your medication for your diabetes and let's talk.....okay?

[mammo]

Kevin, don't do this, you need to fight.  Get back on your diabetes medication and insulin.  There is also medical help for your depression, have you been in therapy or on medication for your depression?  Talk to us, we've been where you are and truly understand.  You're not alone, we're here for you, start talking to us about your depression, don't throw your life away.  Talk to us.