Last summer, I was just minding my own business when, all of a sudden, I felt an unusual pressure behind my eyes. I dismissed it as sinus pressure, as it came and went sporadically. But one day it happened again, and this time, I lost the ability to focus my eyes on a fixed point.
From morning to night, my eyes literally felt like they were moving. I couldn't keep them focused on a word while I was reading. They'd dart over to something else. They'd oscillate and pulsate. To understand, take your mouse and move it around any word in this sentence in a slow, semi-counterclockwise manner. That was my vision constantly, and it freaked me out.
I've been to more than a handful of doctors, and I've had a ton of diagnoses: Nystagmus, Ocular Myokymia, Benign Essential Blepharospasm, Disorder of Vestibular Function of the Right Ear, etc. I've tried beta blocker pills, beta blocker eye drops, benzodiazepine and pregabalin, and none of these have worked. So far, the best explanation is that it has to do with sporadic nerve firing which resulted from stress/anxiety. I mitigated my stress levels over the past several months, which hasn't worked. It seems to be getting better on its own, but the process has been painfully slow. It's been a year since its onset. The sensations are less pronounced, but it's far from gone.
I am a 24 year old male with no other symptoms or health conditions. If anyone can identify what this is, I'd appreciate it. Thank you!
Best,
Benedict