Sept & Oct 2012 - IVF/ICSI

[cheekyhalfs]

Hello ladies

I'm soon to be starting my 3rd IVF (cycle shut down meds starting on 30th Aug) and want to create a group for anyone in the same situation, and who want to join this thread to support one another through this tough process.

Wishing everyone who is TTC lots of luck....

[thisistheyear]

I'm in the same boat.  Although, if you saw a faint line, that sounds like you should still have some hope :)  Who knows...I had a friend who was still getting BFNs on a home test after getting a postive beta, so I try to convince myself that it can still happen!  One more day... Hope we both get great news tomorrow!

Dcac - sounds like the transfer went well...now welcome to 2ww hell!  Hope it goes quick for you!

[NightsColdKiss]

I'm going crazy over here...I've been POAS since trigger as you well know to test it out of my system.  Monday there was a definite bfn.  Yesterday i saw a very very very and i say VERY faint line...lol I kept trying to convince myself that it's probably sooooo low that's why it's so faint :P  if someone else were to look at it they'd probably say they don't see anything!  so i took another one today...and it's just like yesterday.  i think i see that very faint line but who knows...i might just be hoping.  tomorrow is beta so i guess we'll see.  i don't feel like i have very much hope right now :(

[Dcac]

Had my transf today following retrieval on Monday

1 embryo was transferred.  It's was a 4 cell, slightly unequal in size when embryologist first spoke to me, but by time they transferred they had grown and were more even in size.  Minimal fragmentation which is good as I had quite a bit in 1st cycle.  Given it was only 46 hours post retrieval, they said it was growing nicely

Keeping everything crossed , dreading the 2ww

Good luck all

[thisistheyear]

tes645 - I know exactly how you feel - everytime I see a pregnant woman I want to glare at her (but I stop myself!), thinking it was probably so easy for her when all of us are going through so much.  This whole thing is so incredibly frustrating.  

And to add to it...I took a home test this morning and it was negative.  I still have a couple days til the beta, but I'm really starting to lose hope now.  NightsColdKiss - any home tests for you today?

[tes645]

great to see bfp xxxx
well done ladies, I went for my check up to make sure i was down reg'd my ovary was Full of dark shapes pcos ..... but they all small so thats ok, so 2 weeks til ET if all goes ok,
To be honest i feel completely worn down now, working all the hours to pay AGAIN for this treatment, and its taking its tOll on me,
My sister also had a baby boy this morning, we dont talk to each other as she is a bit of a weird one!! Last time we spoke it was her telling me there are reasons why I dont fall pregnant, im a **** mum blar blar blar,,,, So i feel slightly annoyed that she can produce children and not even care for them like a mother should do, I havent told my family im doing another et. Its just too much ,,,
Still I have to look at what I already have and i am blessed, I just want one more chance , Not feeling positive at all,, having a "THE WORLD IS UNFAIR DAY"  ARHHHH bloody hormones lol

Hope you are all getting on well and getting towards our little miracles xx

[Dcac]

Received call at 9.25 this morning to say of my 4 eggs, 3 were mature so unable to use and the last one was developing nicely. Transfer booked form8.30 tomorrowmorning.   I guess the Increase in my stims med was too much this time.
Fingers crossed it is a nice little emby tomorrow xx