Hi Juana
good luck today. im hoping for a miracle for you. Best of luck. Either way, dont give up, you're a strong wonderful woman.
Take care xx
Hope consultation goes well. My hubby was pissed too n Dr saw it. I was calm n wanted to cry. I think I did have tears at one point but held it together.
Enjoy Disney n try to relax. I wish I could go away b4 doing another cycle. I wish I had gone away in April but didn't cuz of all my Dr appointments n it was during 2ww. Hopefully this summer I can get away unless I get prego then I won't mind not going away...cuz I can always do day or weekend trips.
Enjoy Ur day all!! ;0)
Today has been rough. I feel so jealous and sort of resentful towards mothers, which isn't good. My friends are great moms who truly deserve their kids... but I just feel angry I don't get to celebrate being a mom today (and everyday).
I go see my doctor tomorrow for consultation. I have my questions ready. I asked my hubby if he had any questions for the doctor and he said 'yeah, I want to know why the hell it didn't work!" .. yep, that's on my list of questions to ask.
Not looking forward to the visit. My doctor has always been so positive for me and now that our first IVF failed -- I don't feel very positive that it will work on the 2nd try, especially with frozen blasts.. and I'm very very scared. I really wanted to take this time in between cycles to relax and enjoy my time with my husband, which I am trying to focus on, but I'm having a hard time letting go of the negativity and the doubts.
We are going to Disney World this weekend and Sanibel Island at the end of the month. Depending on what the doctor says tomorrow, hopefully we can start a June cycle.
-I pray for everyone on here ... pray that we all are blessed with healthy pregnancies and healthy children one day soon.
I pray for many BFP's during the next round of IVF, for healing to those who still suffer and for beautiful, healthy pregnancies to girls who made it!
They don't check my levels anymore, because at this moment what they see on u/s is more important.
I'm sure my hcg levels are high, because of the symptoms I'm having.
This time I'm pregnant they could see gestational sac + yolk sac and no baby. With blighted ovum there's only empty gestational sac, but if the sac is totally empty, there's still a chance that baby may appear someday (it didn't happen for me in the past, unfortunately). With yolk sac seen (with this pregnancy) I had only one week to develop the heartbeat. If it doesn't develop within 1 week after yolk sac is visible, that means there's not going to be a baby, the embryo just stopped growing right after implanting.
Take care and you are still in my prayers!
Thank you, girlfriend:) It means so much to me...
If it wasn't for this forum and couple girls from MedHelp I write to, I would be severely depressed and life wouldn't make sense at all, again.
I try to stay in touch, write as much as I can and keep my eyes on the future.
I'm so happy and relieved that your bleeding wasn't a threat for your baby...
Our long awaited babies are so precious that we worry a lot and are anxious about every little moment of our baby's life.
I'm truly grateful to God that most of us who got pregnant were given that beautiful moment of seeing and hearing the heartbeat.
I know my time will come; and it doesn't matter if my child will be conceived naturally or adopted - what I know I have plenty of love to give.
May God bless you and you little one:)