Hang in there faithandhope2009! I am going tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I made 35 eggs, 30 matured, 14 fertilized. We transfered 1 blast and then found out none of the others froze!!!!!!!!!!! I understand HOW MUCH is riding on this!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't lose all of your hope! I have to remind myself of that as well. It is all consuming!!!!!!!!!!! Just pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Baby Dust an BFPs to all!
is anyone else here about to get their first beta? Mine is on Sunday, and I'm freaking out. I told myself this entire frozen cycle I wasn't going to think much about it and have no expectations (since it's a lower success percentage than fresh and my 2 fresh didn't work) but who was I kidding-I think I've turned into an hpt junkie and keep trying to convince myself that it's ok if it's BFN-that it just wasn't right for us this time.
I'm so heartbroken today...
We will get our BFP soon. When are you doing your next IVF? I wish you all the luck in the world. You will be a great Mommy! Yea October is not that far..... I am scheduled to meet with RE in September. He said he wanted me to do a month of birth control pills. Have you done that prior to IVF? Any way the plan is to do one month of birth control pills and then IVF in October. I told him that I was not up for another IVF right away I just could not take it right now and plus I do not have the MONEY!!! He also said that next time he was going to use a different plan for me. Change the medication and use baby aspirin and some shot to help me get more eggs. I have read of others doing the baby aspirin but not the shot he was talking about. And to be honest I did not go too much into detail right now. I was too hurt to ask and my mind would not of been able to process right now. The pain is still too big for me. But when I go back in Sept I will ask him for more details. I should be ready to listen then and process all the information.
I went home yesterday and told DH that we are on a budget and cannot over spend. So I will start bringing my lunch to work too. Man that is going to be hard for me lol.... I plan to do everything possible to follow my savings plan to get to October with the money we need.
God has a plan for us all and our time will come... So let’s pray together so that our BFP come soon.
Hi everyone,
I swear, they are going to have to write a medical report on us b/c it's been a crazy ride for us!
Yesterday, we went back for bloodwork and ultrasound. I was 6 weeks yesterday and so something should have showed up on the u/s. Unfortunately, all we saw was a sac and nothing in it. RE was not optimistic and we discussed what we would do as far as a miscarriage goes.
Yesterday afternoon, we got the call back about my beta numbers...and they are now 3,621!!!!
Once again, we have completely confused our RE. Our nurse says my numbers are now right in line with a 5 weeks preggo person but since we did IVF, we know the exact date of conception. There is a chance I had delayed implantation, but she said that's usually just by a few days, not a whole week.
So, because we don't want to give up too early, we are now waiting ANOTHER week and going back next thursday for BT and u/s again. By then, if we don't see anything in the sac then we will know that something is wrong.
Have ANYONE ever had this happen before and it result in a normal pregnancy?!? I am exhausted, not sleeping, and worried to death about how this is going to turn out. The longer it goes on the harder it will be to accept, and I"m even more angry that I can't even enjoy my first pregnancy b/c we are so worried that it won't stick.
On the other had, I want to be positive b/c they say that has an effect on the baby but I don't want to get my hopes up either. My RE is just not optimistic, but there is a chance, so he won't do anything until it's completely over. I just wish it could be a yes and we could celebrate, or a no, and we could grieve and move on and work towards doing IVF again.
Please let me know if you've ever heard of someone going through this before. I need just one person to give me some hope that this will have a happy ending.
BTW.... You should start your AF within a week after stopping meds.
I to am having a hard time after this BFN, I really thought it would work too and am having struggles with if it is EVER going to work...
I am glad that you WILL be able to try again though! My DH and I have been struggling for 7 1/2 yrs with infertility (i am 42). I don't know if you watched the video someone posted on here, but it really sums up everything we feel i think it's at hopeandtears.com. I am lucky, we are going to try at least 1 more time. But we have Frozen Embryos left, so it much cheaper.
I keep thinking God has got to get tired of hearing me pray to him a 1000 times a day and would just grant me my prayer of a baby just to get some peace and quiet... but, nope not yet.
I really hope you can get in the shared risk program! I know that being able to make payments on thing greatly helps. And I know there are people on here that talk about a program for meds that are donated... I haven't looked into it, but maybe if you post a question, someone can give you info. on it. That way, you could start earlier? (I'm trying to find a way girl! : D ) .
We ARE here for you to lean on though.... Please let us know how your doctors appointment goes today! And October is NOT that far away!!! DON'T GIVE UP : )