Cycle Failed

[Nikki224]

My cycle failed. 50mg of clomid for 5 days and my level only when up 8 points. Started at 1.1 last month and it was 9.2 this month.

I am completely heart broken. I am beyond frustrated with myself and my body. I feel betrayed. I feel so pissed that I can't even put it into words.

Why is something that's so simple for everyone else so hard for me? I feel like I have payed my dues and earned this and it just continues not to happen.

So now I wait for my period to come. Just further proof that I failed. And I will flush away another reminder of my infertility.

These last 6 weeks have gone by so slow. And I have nothing to show for them. No pregnancy. Just weight gain and bruised arms. No baby.

I start 100mg on the 5th day of my cycle.

[Nikki224]

Thank you so much for understanding. I will cry it out and try again like I always do. But, thank you again! :)

[sahiti]

ohhh dont feel like that and dont lose hopes. there  are many people here like you waiting every cycle for BFPs and trying again and again till they  reach the goal for many years and they reach their goals. It will happen soon or later for everyone in there life.i can understand your frustation and your feelings .Lets hope for next cycle. Good luck for next cycle.