New cycle buddies May/June

[jessy_fernan]

Hi there!!
Here i am again, trying my 4th cycle and been 100% positive that this will ours BFP and will bring BABY or BABIES home for 2012!!! Im looking for buddies cycles that we can share our experiences, before, during and after the cycles!!
Yesterday i started bcp's on 3cd..just waiting for my new Nurse to call me so we can meet and give me all the new stims meds ill be using for this new cycle..im so excited but at the same time soo scared..but i know that trusting in GOD everything will be possible..we just need to BELIEVE & TRUST IN HIM!!

ME:26, tubal ligation
DH:28, perfect
DD: 8,7 & 4

1st IVF: September 2010 (failed)
Meds: Bcp,Lupron 10 units for 2 weeks then 5 units, Menapur 75, Gonal-f 150, Hcg 10,000 & Endometrin 3x
ER: 8 eggs
Fertlz: 6, all blasto, good quality
ET: 2, frozen 4 blasto
2ww: anxious, no symptoms, AF showed up one week early :-O....:-(

1st FET: December 2010 (failed)
Meds: Estrace & Crinone 1x
ET: 2 blasto
2ww: anxious,waking up middle night to go to bathroom
Beta: @13 dpt=3, BFN :-(

2nd IVF: March 2011 (biochemical pregnancy)
Meds: Bcp's, Lupron 10 units for 2 weeks then 5 units, Gonal F 150, Hcg 10,000 & Crinone 1x
ER: 7 eggs
Fertlz: 2 blasto then 2 slow embies = 4
ET: 3 good quality(2) morula (1)
2ww: breast tender, morning sickness, very tired, running to the bathroom wayy too much..
hpt @6 dpt =(-)
hpt @7dpt= (+) very faint
**early beta = 6 Yayyy!!! BFP!!!!!
hpt @8dpt=(+) more clear
hpt @9dpt=(++) OMG!! Is really positive!!.. O oh.started to spot and to have light cramps.. :( not good...called RE said is normal!! UFF!! got scared!!
hpt @10dpt=(++) Is there im preggo..Thanks GOD you heard my friends and my prayers!! around 10 am started to have severe cramps in my lower back and lower abdomen..OMG NOO!!..when i went to the bathroom there were lots of blood...went to the hospital..the told me i was running with a high fever,too much bleeding and cramping= early miscarriage :(...
Beta: 100 still positive
@11dpt=(++) wake up @ 5am with no symptoms at all!!!!!!!!!!! ooohhh nooo!!! blood is all over me :( im just drowing in tears..I lost them!!...
@12dpt =(++) still showing positive but no symptoms
@13dpt =(+) started to blurr
**Official BETA test= 43 :( it dropped
@16dpt =(-) beta 2, Its all over ..my 3 little angels with God...

LADIES IS TIME TO BRING OUR BABY OR BABIES HOME!!!!
THIS IS OUR'S!!!!!
LET'S BE POSITIVE AND BELEIVE IN GOD!!!!

[mhv]

I am good!  Thanks for asking...

I have pretty much dropped off the boards, cause everytime I joined one, my transfer ended up getting delayed, so I am not going to join a post until I get an actual date.  I think we just completed our final step towards getting our embryos transferred from TX to OH, so hopefully in the next week or so, they can be moved, and we can get an appt with the doctor to get the show on the road!  It's been very, very trying on my patience, so, I have just been laying low, stalking everyone :o)

[MJinWaiting]

Mel-Im sorry your outcome made you sad. I can understand that feeling. But the other ladies are right, it only takes 1. Tweet on one of the other may june forums only had one fertilize and she is now at 6000 beta!! It does only take one. We'll all be praying for you and you little miracle embie!

MHV-havent seen you for a while. How are things with you?

Rel-How are you feeling? Has AF started yet?

Hoping2b-How are you since starting your stims?

Anika-How was your IUI? How are you feeling today?

I am doing well. Today is 3dp5dt and im feeling more positive today. trying to keep ony good thoughts but some of the negativeness keeps creeping in. I keep thinking im going to get a positive but deep down im afraid of failing and getting only negatives.

Here's to Hoping!! Babydust and Love to all!!

[Relkarmom]

I agree mhv, its not ova until its OVA (purposely spelled it this way)....  so keep moving forth and keep you head up and be positive - It only takes 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mhv]

Aww, i am so sad that this is the outcome.  I know you were hopeful for so much more.  But, it only takes 1 and hopefully this is the one!!!!  The fertility road can be so trying on us.  

Hugs!

[MEL4141]

Deflated and very sad today-only 1 egg fertilized out of 4-After starting this 4th ivf very positivly, its all gone pear shaped, had good levels, nice lot of follies and now will have only 1 embie to transfer tomorrow. Its a repeat of last 2 cycles and I expect it will be a 2cell 2dt that wont stick. I am negative I know but have been here before and just right now cant see any light. best wishes to all you other ladies, melissax

[Relkarmom]

We continue to pray for the best SSBD.  Get some rest and we'll talk to you soon!