I'm so sick of this ****! After having a grapefruit sized cyst rupture less than two months ago, I went back to the dr 16 days ago in MAJOR pain (thought I was gonna be making an ER trip the night before) and he could see free fluid next to BOTH ovaries - said I must've just had a rupture on each ovary (probably the night before). I'd love to chalk it up to standard ovulation, but I hardly even get my period much less ovulate, and the chances of having TWO follicles, one on each ovary - well, that would be just plain miraculous! Plus, I don't think you get free fluid when you ovulate properly, if I'm not mistaken.
Anyway, this weekend on Friday night I was up until about 5am, because I thought I was getting a UTI. I had the CONSTANT urge that I had to pee REALLY REALLY badly (it never went away) and I was trying to fall asleep like that which was very difficult. I never had any burning or tingling though. This was of course preceeded by throbbing, stabbing right ovary pain - but these days I get excrutiating pains ALL THE TIME and at any time of the month, so I always try to ignore it and never assume the worst. The next morning I literally rolled out of bed and after calling my GP, had to jump in my car and rush 30 minutes to the Dr's office to get there to give them a urine sample before the lab closed. Then I'm waiting and waiting in agony (still feel like I have to pee all the time) so they can call in an antibiotic Rx for a UTI. But then it occured to me on the way home that this feeling happened once before when I had a rupture, and I remember asking them in the ER to test for a UTI because I was having the same urgency feeling (but no tingling) just before the rupture - and their test was negative and they told me it was probably just from the cyst pressing on the bladder. After remembering that, it didn't come as much of a surprise when the doctor called back and said I showed no signs of infection and did NOT have a UTI. I told him about my cysts and he said that was certainly a possibility. At least he was nice enough to Rx something to relax my bladder which has seemed to help.
After the last 2 cysts I finally threw in the TTC towel and decided to go on the pill for 3 months to try to calm my ovaries down. A decision that I did not take lightly and was actually extremely depressing but way better than option #1 that he was pushing for, which was another lap (my last lap was only 9 months ago!) We just moved and I NEED to find a job and I don't think scheduling surgery in a couple of weeks is very compatible with getting a new job! I got my period last Weds (which was a good thing after only 39 days), so I know I've only been on the pill for five days now, but if I have another cyst so help me god, I'm gonna be especially pissed. And frustrated, and angry, and playing my self pity "why me" violin. :o)
I'm so sick of this - now I gotta call my OBGYN tomorrow and go get ANOTHER ultrasound...