scared and worried?

[hc76]

at the beginning of this week i lost our 6th child.... 4 misscarriages and now 2 ectopic.  this one was ectopic and had ruptured leaving me with massive internal bleeding.....they had to remove the tube but managed to save one and both ovaries!  i still have bleeding aand alot of discomfort. is this normal?
i still haven't cried and am worried i'm going to sink back into depression again....got put on fluoxetine due to the previous 5 losses.
will this happen again? will i ever have a baby?  terrified and no one understands
scared i'm going to crack

[haz1104]

I'm so sorry ur going thru this. I'v experienced it first hand and it was very unpleasant and exhausting. but on the brighter side, u don't have to worry too much about having another ectopic since the damaged tube is already taken out. after removing my right tube I got pregnant 3 times miscarried 2 and now successfully pregnant with a baby boy who's perfectly healthy and worth ALL the effort. don't sink into depression its better to remove a tube then leave a damaged one that can add more stress into a later pregnancy even it was healthy. take it easy and stay strong...theres always light at the end of the tunnel.

[Bmap]

I am so sorry for your loss! This infertility roller coaster ride we are on seems so cruel.  I wish I could say something to make you feel better.  Try to take it one day at a time!!!  Thinking of you!