Ok I understand I'm becoming a pain but every time I look on the internet I see the symptoms I have are the same as what they say are the first signs of hiv and I know I should go for a test but I can't bring myself too and I know ignoring going is not going to make anything go away . I have like tingling \numbness in my feet mainly at night . Also I've been having a slight cough that I'll cough and it will go for a bit n then ill cough again. Tight jaw and if I feel ill feel a round bump by my throat. Also as of lately I've been waking up clammy . I'm so scared I've never done drugs and I've only had 3 partners all of which I have insited wearing protection . But like mentioned I had bad ocd and this caused raw hands and cracking and I massaged ppl once or twice the one lady had a cut with dried blood on it I tried avoiding anything like that but its not always possible and I don't know what to do