I know you have heard this question before and deep inside I know the answer, but I'm still in fear or maybe guilt. About 2 months ago, I "cheated" on my bf, by kissing a co worker.. We saw each other 3 times and we deep kissed and he also fingered me a couple of times. that's all it happened.. I wasn't worried at first but around 5 weeks since the 1st encounter I started to feel weird, tired, I woke up with a very itchy/sore thoath, and at 1st I didnt think any of it, but later on I started to think and made myself miserable by the thought of getting HIV from my cheating experience. A few days later I went to get tested with the rapid test and it came back negative. I also asked him to get tested bc I was worrying way too much that I could barely sleep. His came back negative also, he's known for being a "ladies" man, and I can't help but wonder, what If he was sleeping with somebody else.. And he got something recently. I know that it's over thought, but it worries me.
Im currently experiencing weird things in my body, not the common sympomts describe as a early infected.. But I do feel very exhausted, intense headaches, body aches and also a weird pain like bubbles popping inside my body.. I know this could be anything.
I'm going to go get tested soon again bc that would be 2 full months..
I guess my question is, if I brushed my teeth b4 I kissed him and I bled a little.. Is that count as a bleeding mouth, also a lil traces of blood can carry HIV?
Also, can guilt and anxiety make me feel physically ill?
I can't wait to go get tested and get over it.
In the mean time im
Feeling miserable. Help and I hope you answer me!
Thanks
I had issues in the past with this same problem