Oh god this is my worst nightmare. I have dreaded this day ever since i became a nurse and hoped i would never have to go through something like this. I am a RN and I was giving a patient a SQ insulin shot in the back of her arm, she went to get up as i was finished and the needle went into my left thumb. My heart sank and so did my life. I knew she was HIV+ so i was freaking out right away. As soon as it happened i bled the site and washed it with soap and alcohol. I started PEP 2 hrs later (truvada, norvir, raltegravir, and preszita), my initial results are negative. I do not know the viral load of the patient yet, i can only pray that it is low. I know odds are 0.3% but that doesnt settle my fears, i am young and want to live a happy healthy life with KIDS! DR. please tell me if you have honstly heard of any cases like mine that have converted. I am in awe and feel like my life is totally over and ruined. Only people in my position could ever imagine what i am going through, and NO ONE NO ONE deserves to go through this ....no one.
SQ insulin needle after injection in arm
Was wearing gloves
No visable blood on needle
I bled it right away (lots of blood squeezing hard)
Washed it right away
started PEP 2 hrs after (truvada, norvir, raltegravir, and preszita)
OMG this is my worst nightmare, i am completely freaking out, please help and PRAY please PRAY