Hi there.this is my 6 time on hiv paranoia. More than 25 test in the past. And when i thik ihave learn about how not to put my self in risk. Is never enough.
I went to see a ts scort
I just want massage on my shouoders and oral sex with condom
And that was it.
But
I rmber the ts jerk off lil bit. I remmeber to see precum on his pennis
It didt ejaculate never
Just precum
Now i am worry
Because before puy condom at some point the ts touch my pennis
And she/he put 1 finger in my anus or near my anus for abiut 10 seconds.
Now 2 weeks later i have a cold and pain on my limphs nodes.
I am afraid she/he tranfer precum trough her hand to my.pennis uretra or.anus area. I dont know if i have wounds scratches or tears on my anus area
And that lead infeccion
Now i feel i put my self in risk again
And catch finaly the virus