Your question at this point has been fully answered by our members that you had no risk. We wish you the best.
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Oral sex is NOT a risk. Presence of saliva restricts HIV transmission. If you want an opinion of a medical professional, see a doctor in your area or find a website where you can pay money to get your question answered, I don't think they will provide you with any different answers.
Everyone is telling you the same thing. This was zero risk for HIV transmission. The only ways that people get HIV is from having unprotected vaginal or anal sex or sharing IV drug needles. This is not a risk in any way. Saliva and air inactivate the virus. We use the guidance of experts here and this is a moderated forum so inaccurate information can't be given. You had no risk and it is time to accept that.
This forum is specific to HIV, for which you had no risk because saliva is not infectious and handjobs don't cause HIV infection. However, you've put yourself at very serious and very real risk for the Covid-19 virus, which is highly contagious, extremely easily transmitted and very serious, in case you're not aware or have been living under a rock for the past 2 weeks.