Aa
Im going mad over a little ********.
I visited my gum clinic today about my crises, the doctor told me the same information that Teak told me on here last night, NO RISK she even got her chart out and it said no hiv risk from being sucked. why dont I believe it,she offered me a blood test if it would convince me. Im really stressed out, I'm starting to imagine all sorts of things, what if the sex worker girl in question had blood in her mouth when she performed the blow job even though it only lasted 1-2 min, and I had been with her for 4 hrs drinking and for food before she performed oral on me, so where did all this blood come from, my minds playing tricks. The whole eposode is turning into a blur, its making me ill its only 5 days since it happened, I havnt slept for days, I have a cold sore and a sore throat. why cant I move on and forget it ever happened, it wont be long before my girlfriend starts to ask questions. I have an oppointment for my sti check up next week, this should be clear as the doctor told me today sti's from blow job are pretty rare. Where do i go from here, should I leave my girlfriend in case I infect here even though ive been told I had no contact with the hiv virus. or should I tell here I cheated on holiday. I really need advice.
I really feel stupid for going on about my experience but Hiv puts the fear of god in me, the campains here in the uk back in the 80s were terifiying. I might be able to cope a little better if my experience had'nt been with a sex worker from thialand, the goverments should re-launch the campains. I thought i knew of the facts about sex and diseases, my friend didnt know either when we talked about our experience on holiday and where both 42 years old, if I knew you could catch sti from oral I would have never have done it. One thing for sure it will never happen again now I know the facts, alcohole should be banned. I really feel disgusted with myself,and let down by my actions its so easy to be put into a situation when on holiday with friends and pretty girls are available. I will try to forget it ever happened, thanks for your help.
I really feel stupid for going on about my experience but Hiv puts the fear of god in me, the campains here in the uk back in the 80s were terifiying. I might be able to cope a little better if my experience had'nt been with a sex worker from thialand, the goverments should re-launch the campains. I thought i knew of the facts about sex and diseases, my friend didnt know either when we talked about our experience on holiday and where both 42 years old, if I knew you could catch sti from oral I would have never have done it. One thing for sure it will never happen again now I know the facts, alcohole should be banned. I really feel disgusted with myself,and let down by my actions its so easy to be put into a situation when on holiday with friends and pretty girls are available. I will try to forget it ever happened, thanks for your help.
Pull yourself together. You had a no risk exposure from a HIV perspective and a low risk exposure from an STD perspective. Man up and move on.
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