I ´m going slightly mad. I am locked in my room for 23 days, we have flu season in Slovakia right now. Everyone is ill. I am so much paranoid that I am afraid to open the door on my room. I am afraid to cotract some stupid flu and think that it is ARS. This is not a life, this is misery. I must find some serious mental help.
You had PROTECTED sex and oral sex, as you've been told countless times, is NOT a risk for HIV transmission. You wasted your time and money getting this test done. You did not get HIV from any of the exposures you described and it's time to move on from this.