Firstly I would like to say thanks to everyone on this forum and appreciate your great work. I would have probably ended up in ER if not for this forum due to anxiety.
My ex-girlfriend, recently opened up to me on her HIV status. She acquired HIV through birth and she's been on medication since the age of 4 and she's now 26 year old. We shared so many good memories, we're decided to be best friends.
We never engaged in vaginal or anal sex. She gave me a blowjob only twice - unprotected, on May 4th and recently on September 6th - when she opned up to me. We deep kissed numerous times. Nothing else besides that. That's it.
When she opened up to me, she affirmed me I was safe and I shouldn't worry.
I've read on medhelp and freedomhealth, Dr Hook, Dr Hansfield, Dr Gonzalez - top HIV experts all say there's no risk when getting a blowjob and no documented case.
I've probably read all the post on this forum, regarding blowjob/insertive oral sex.
A week after she told me that I went through depression and experienced all sorts of stomach issues due to my anxiety. But I'm okay now.
I really want to move on with my life.
Was I at any risk from my exposures - receiving a blowjob and deep kissing?
Do I really need to get tested?
Is Saliva at any stage infectious?