Okay, here goes. I broke up with somebody and decided to go to the bath house. A year ago, I had an encounter with a Thai guy and topped him with a condom. Previous to this, he gave me a blowjob twice. A year has passed and I saw him third week of January 2010. Once again, he gave me a blowjob and I topped him with a condom. And like always, I checked the condoms by looking at them before throwing and squeezing (don't laugh). I was foolish to do this just because my heart was broken. What are my chances of getting HIV? I will still get HIV testing after three months from the date of incident. Right now, I realized that I need to stay clear of temptations and just go and workout, no sex with anyone (except with my best friend, my hand), mind my own business, go to work and heal myself emotionally before I do anything stupid again. I now know for me that I need to have love and sex go together to function well as a human being. All I want is one guy in my life to be committed and have great life (and love) forever :(.