extremely worried

[monteros2001]

Hello all,
I recently visited Amsterdam and visited a window prostitute.
She gave me a oral sex with condom on and then after she sat on me and gave ride for less than minute and my penis was semi erect and I cummed. When she with drew I saw condom was covering only half of my penis and half of the condom is hanging. And I observed small   amount of fluid at the lower half I don't know whether it was my semen or her Vaginal fluid  and I removed the condom and cleaned with tissue and I don't remember whether I touched my head of penis or not and hurriedly left the place. And don't know what was going in my mind I went to another prostitiute I thought she was  a girl but turned put to be a transgender. Which I came to know about after oral sex which was with condom . then I thought I need to get over this and went to another prostitite she put on a condom and did oral sex but I didn't got erection so I came out. I didn't know what was going on in my mind. I just realized when I came back to hotel that I messed up so much. Its been 24 days I am **** scared. I noticed dry skin on the second day on my face and hands may be because of cold European weather . and it was gone as I came back to india it is over 40 degrees here. But I am extremely getting paranoid from then onwards feeling tired,stressed not able to concentrate on anything with this in mind. Some one please help me . am I at risk for HIV infection with the se three instances. I know its a long question but pls help me . I am not able to smile since my euro trip.

[monteros2001]

Some one pls reply.

[Kirstie_MHModerator]

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[Vance2335]

You had no HIV risk as the condom covered the head of the penis.

[monteros2001]

but i am feeling uneasiness . slight headaches and excessive thirst since couple of days and felt night sweats for couple of days . i dont know whether it is due to the hot weather in india which is over 42 degrees or something else. is it all because of anxiety? does anxiety causes such symptoms... pls calm me down...

[Vance2335]

Yes anxiety can cause that and so can heat

[monteros2001]

is there any chance her vaginal fluids entering the condom from the bottom . as she is humping up and down. in that brief span of 30 to 40 seconds.. when i noticed still the condom is covering half of the penis ...??

[monteros2001]

and pls tell me what are the risks when a transgender gives oral sex with condom on in the second instance. as i explained .. thanks for your replies. this is the only comfort i am getting . should i go for 28 days duo test..?

[Vance2335]

Reread what I wrote, that answer is not going to change.

[Zay777]

Well from what I learned thanks to this forum even if your condom was half on  and the rest hanging off  you still weren't at risk cause the top of your penis was technically still covered  so you didn't have a risk

[monteros2001]

I had done 30 days hiv1 and hiv2 anti bodies test. Both are non reactive. The serology report value is 12.41 . can I consider it as conclusive please comment.

[Vance2335]

READ WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY BEEN ADVISED.

[monteros2001]

Thanks Vance you are absolutely right.. i had post 90 days test and its negative.. thanks for your words in the intial days which reduced my anxiety..god bless you