This is not a question but a post I feel I need to write. Not only for everyone who helped me on here but for people going through what I did. I had a couple encounters with sex workers, protected handjob, protected blowjob and protected sex twice. If you read my posts you can see I have high anxiety and am a hypochondriac. I was 100% sure I was going to have HIV from the protected sex I had. Even though I protected myself it was a year ago and my wife was now pregnant. So I was just going insane. Everyone on here said I had nothing to worry about there was no risk at all. Even my therapist said that, he was getting sick of me and I pay him!!! But today we went to the OBGYN and everything was negative. What a weight off my chest. But looking at it now and talking to my therapist it was all guilt I was feeling I made a huge mistake and it was eating me alive. And the fact it was a sex worker made no difference I can't stress that she was straight up with me said she was clean and always protected herself. But no my brain wouldn't allow me to believe that. But I was wrong and everyone else was right. Needless to say I will never make that mistake again but I am going to stay on here and hopefully help people get through what I did. Thank you everyone who commented on my posts and told me not to worry!!!!!