No doctor advised you that you can contract HIV from a handjob. As Lizzie Lou advised you, seek the help of a mental health professional.
THERE ARE TWO THINGS THAT ARE OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE HERE:
#1 fire your doctor...he is as dumb as a box of rocks
#2 find a good psychiatrist to help you sort through what is reality and what is not.
yes, hindu. Yes, told my doc , he says its possible to get it, but unlikely, says, you gotta be pretty unlucky to get it.
Its rare , but happens.
See, I would have not mind, IF I HAD NO SYMPTOMS, STRESS DOES NOT cause, pains I having.
Tell me ?
I go back and forth thinking that you might be a troll, and a particularly good one at that, or just some really mixed up and desperate individual who needs more help than anyone here will be able to provide. I suppose I will err on the side of caution, because, really, even if you are a troll, this should be entertaining.
Ok, which Asian religion would look so down on someone who has HIV? Krishna, perhaps, or maybe Hindi. Just curious. And, you didn't answer my question about how you are feeling about having received a hand job. I would like you to do so before I continue this conversation. Also, I assume you spoke to your doctors about your belief that you have HIV. What did they say to this?
I had collar bone pain too....its stress.
and WTF, fudge is a pain around my collar bone area, like sharp pain.
I forgot to ask my doc, becuase I list too many symptoms