Dear Dr's HHH or Hook (whichever one gets to read this insane post by me first!)
I am hoping you may help me or at least, calm my fears. Approximately 5 years ago I found out that my husband had been "messing around" with an ex-girlfriend of his. When questioned as to whether there was intercourse involved, he has always denied it.....until today. I am not sure why he admitted to it, but he did and for all intent purposes, I AM glad the air is finally clear and now I can close up shop on this part of my life.
My question is this: This "one-time" thing took place shortly after my son was born in 2004. In 2007 I went and got a rapid HIV test done and it came back negative. When I got that test done from that day on, I made him start wearing condoms when we had sex. There were only a handful of times in which he didn't but those were times when I made "pull out" as well. Well in the last 2 years, my body has been literally falling apart! I was recently diagnosed with anal fissures and also cheilosis on my lips, but no yeast to be found anywhere. I know these are conditions that are often associated with HIV.
Am I correct in assuming that my test in 2007 was definitive and all the answer I need, or am I correct in assuming that some very strong anti-psychotics and therapy may be needed? I cannot shake this feeling that somehow, some way, maybe my husband really is positive (he hasn't been tested) and maybe I just got "lucky" and didn't catch at that particular time when I tested.
I know these sound like ramblings of a mad woman, but I am concerned - I mean, I don't mess around and never had behind his back, we live in the "white picket fence" neighborhood setting, we go to church, I have 15+ years in the medical field - this just doesn't happen!
Please advise - do I need to retest or do I even have an exposure risk?
Thank you