Please help me.. from Viet Nam. Very scare of.

[helpmeplease2009]

Today when i go to school by bus. on the bus have a lot of people. so i have to stand there a long time. and everybody stand together, very narrow.
when i go downstair from bus. i see that on my back of a hand have a graze. It is long 5cm and have blood.
I'm very scare of about that. but when i stand on the bus, i don't feel painful. Now i'm very sad and scare of about that and i think have the needle of another one stab to me. because in vietnam have a lot of person want to bring HIV to everybody especial the person live with drug or the girl buy sex.
Sorry my English not good. but i want to show my problem to you, hope to see you feedback.
Maybe i have to go to hospital to test HIV next 3 month.
Thanks for your reading.

[LIZZIE LOU]

now how in the heck do you think that we can tell you what your graze came from????  geeeeeeez

it would not matter if a needle, razor blade, etc. had someone else's blood on it.  hiv, when exposed to air quickly becomes inactive.  this is why hiv is not spread through environmental surfaces.

YOU WERE NEVER AT RISK...move on.

[helpmeplease2009]

Thanks to  Exworriedwell99 but i said that:
My graze is long 5cm and have little blood on it. do u think that graze as a cut of a razor blade? it's an open graze. I asked myself that is that a wound can be stabed by anything. but that things already have blood of anoher person can be stabed too, before?

[Exworriedwell99]

Posting follow up questions in not going to change the once assesed "No Risk" situation.

You need to move on with your life without worrying about HIV.

Try seeing a health professional and discuss your irrational fears with them. You need help and I am saying this out of compassion.

[helpmeplease2009]

Thanks for ur feedback. Mrs LIZZIE LOU.
My graze is long 5cm and have little blood on it. do u think that graze as a cut of a razor blade? it's an open graze. I asked myself that is that a wound can be stabed by anything. but that things already have blood of anoher person can be stabed too, before?
I can't do anything, work, job and study program.
i wish could come back my life again. I'm very sad and despair now. I'm very young, 22 years old. have a lot of plan for my life.
Thanks again for your feeback. it make me feel better.

[LIZZIE LOU]

if someone just "out of the blue" decided to stab you with a needle...(irrational thinking)...you would have a simple puncture wound...smaller than a pin head.

have you never scratched yourself on something and didnt know it til later?  ever saw a bruise and not know where it came from?  ever wake up with a sore arm and wonder what you did to make it that way?

my point...we dont remember every little thing that happens.

you do NOT require testing for this NO RISK situation.