SYMPTOMS MEAN NOTHING LETS HELP EACH OTHER

[ConvincedOne]

I decided to make a list of the risk, symptoms, and current testing. If everyone can contribute to this it will help people ease their minds about symptoms NEVER EVER being an indication of acute HIV. So please contribute to the list by noting your risk, symptoms and latest test.

RISK: Prolonged kissing, oral sex(low risk).
SYMPTOMS:
fatigue,
Jock itch,
weight loss >10lbs.,
diarrhea,
insomnia lasted 2 weeks,
tongue ulcers,
liver throbbing,
low sex drive,
eyes sensitive to light,

TEST:
9 week PCR by dna hiv1, Elisa hiv 1/2 negative.

[ImStupid]

It is on and off.  Sometimes one side is noticable and sometimes the other is.  I pray this is all in my mind and my anxiety.

[godsaveme]

is this dull ache constant or it switches on/off between different locations ?

[ImStupid]

Not visible from outside.  I hope its not my mind but I feel dull ache under both armpits. I can feel them in my throat, but not sure if they are big or normal.  I'm going crazy !!  I just pray I get through this.

[godsaveme]

in which area do u have the swollen lymph node and are they visible from outside ?

[ImStupid]

I'm still freaking out.  I feel like my lymphnodes are swollen today.  I can't help but to keep thinking worst case scenario.  I am having real trouble explaining all my symptoms rationally.  If I get a 6 week negative test. I''ll let it go, but I am still 3.5 weeks away from that point.  I am going crazy.  I'm so worried about infecting my current relationship also.  How in the world would a person go about explaining such a scenario to everyvbody in his life?

[ExtremeStress]

symptoms again mean nothing, and that is what this post is about. symptoms are brought on by your own fear, regardless of the risk taken. IMSTUPID: you need to move on.