I posted my situation a few days ago and asked for the Dr's. opinion. Despite him being pretty reassuring I'm still very worried because of how I feel. I'll jot down in point form what happened and what I've experienced since then.
-I'm male, Canadian, was very healthy, no drugs, I've slept with 4 people in my life. These 2 just happened to be really close together.
- In a relationship with a friend I've known for 5 years from late December to early March. (3 months total, maybe had unprotected sex 15 times. The last time being at the very latest March 3rd)
- 2 weeks later on March 17th I had unprotected sex with another friend I've known from highschool. This was a "One Night Stand" and it was a horrible decision.
- 9 days after that during some intense physical testing for a new job I got EXTREMELY sick. I started vomiting and couldn't keep anything down for 3 days, had diarrhea (This only happened once), passed out in my car from sheer exhaustion, and had a fever. Once the fever broke I developed an itchy rash that started on my trunk/thighs and spread all over my body. I missed 5 days of work because I felt so sick and I was sure it was ARS. I had my blood tested on April 10th, (5.5 weeks after last possible time with 1st girl and 3.5 weeks after only time with 2nd girl) Test was negative.
- Here's hopefully my saving grace. I called the 2nd girl up and told her what I was going through and she said she was actually sick with the same thing minus the rash. She couldn't keep anything down either and had a fever. She thought I gave her the flu, but then she remembered how her good friend and her friend's family was just getting over a really bad flu. So I have an idea where this sickness came from now.
- I freaked out and saw at least 5 different Dr's. They seem to think I'm overreacting based on A) I tested negative and there was nothing wrong with my blood at 5.5 weeks from last time with 1st girl. B) 2nd girl was suffering the same "flu like" illness at the same time. They say we just shared a garden-variety virus.
- I was tested again last Monday. This will be my confirmation. 10.5 weeks from 2nd girl. I'm expecting the results sometime next week.
- I have had THE WORST panic attacks, stress and anxiety over the past two months. I never used to suffer from any of these until this. I have been taking Ativan sparingly to deal with things. Some of the Dr's. think I'm having a nervous breakdown.
- It's now been 2.5 months since this whole ordeal began and I'm still feeling sick. It's been this on and off malaise, specifically right after I wake and for a few hours longer. I wake up sweating, mainly on my head/neck, but with no fever. The sweat stops as soon as I get up, but of course it makes me panic more. My bowel movements go from loose (but not diarrhea) to hard pellet-like pieces, my throat gets sore. I was getting shooting/burning pains in my underarms that would go from REALLY sore to almost or completely gone. (The Dr's checked all my lymphnodes many, many times and they all said there was absolutely nothing wrong.) My neck/throat would feel the same shooting/burning pain like I was being strangled. I'm a wreck. I used to run everyday and lift weights. I havent done any of that in two months because of the way I've felt.
- I need help