I have posted a question recently, and got a great answer from alienshadow, however I forgot a detail. I have been reading all the threads on the forum, but I can't break my OCD cycle. Please help.
Had a nude lap dance. I was fully clothed but my sleeves were rolled up. I believe I got vaginal or annal fluid on my bare arm as the sex worker kept sitting on it. I went to the bathroom several times and touched my penis to adjust it. Additionally, when I went to do laundry several days later, I found a big brown stain had permeated my sleeve. This is where I go crazy... When I got home from the strip club I master bated without washing myself ( I was drunk) so I'm freaking over this fluids that may still be fresh getting into my *** and then into my blood stream. Also when I woke up the next morning I had a rash, or allergic reaction or pimples on the arm in question. My guilt and fear keep cycling. I was out of town and away from my wife, I told here everything but the masturbation part because I just remembered it. Again, I know this is probably silly but I even worry about rubbing my eyes, and smoking cigarettes. Thank you for your support and patience I just need reinforcement.