I suffer from anxiety and obsessive thought patterns. With that said, I read the archives and found similar but not exact situations.
Recently I met a girl on the internet who would have had unprotected sex with me that night. I went and saw her the following day. When I arrived she was just getting out of the shower. Not sure if she had just brushed her teeth or not. She has a tongue ring she said she had for about 1.5 years.
We laid on her bed, I was fully clothed, she was nude from the waste down. We had a brief open mouth kiss. Our tongues touched for a few seconds. Followed by a few closed mouth kisses. I did also put my lips on her neck.
I used my finger to masturbate her. I never put my finger fully inside of her body so there was no penetration. I examined my finger afterwards and there were no visible cuts, scratches or sores that I could see.
After this I left, I never touched my eyes, nose or mouth with that hand. When I arrived home I used antibacterial hand cleanser for about 15 minutes and disinfected the inside of my car.
Prior to this I had been completely monogamous for years. The following week I had an HIV test and it came back negative. I am going to get another rapid test at about 28 days. My question is,
1) if this rapid test comes back negative at 28 days could I feel safe enough to resume relations with my female monogamous partner?
2) should I worry about the tongue ring?