Thanks for your response , All this anxiety started at ENT specialist when he showed up said oh this one we see only with HIV ppl.... even before discussing my mental state or speaking to me..
. since then I kept on reading about OHL how it is seen only with HIV..and I had only this episode of going to strip club in my entire life of 40 years..
I also showed to my primary care and he thinks it doesn't look like OHL but don't know what might have caused it since I am not a smoker.
Sometime I can completely rub off the white stuff from both side , but they come back. Since I don't have any answer and have fear of how life will be for everyone depending on me if its turns out +. My family, job, health insurance , my community. It is devastating just thinking about it.
I don't see you even having a risk and you have negative tests...has nothing to do with HIV.