negative test at 10 months but mentally confused to accept the result.

[worried17022012]

Hi i am male. I had unprotected oral sex with a man. He did not came in my mouth but precum involved. I had all ars symptoms and this happened Feb 2012. After that i some how done my test only after 10 months due to fear with these symptoms. My Dr did not suggested for any test as he already told me that this is due to anxiety and there is no risk in my sex activity. Due to my anxiety Dr accept to perform test for syphilis, hepatitis and hiv. Hiv i have done with elisa and wb simultaneously as i urged to do even they told that wb is not required. All my results are negative after 10 months. I was happy but Dr told that i will not believe these results and will do repetitive test due to my anxiety. As he told after 2 months again i started fearing since i have that persistent arm pit swelling lymphnodes which is present from that incident and rahes which comes and goes. I nw feel the following
1. I am late serro converting
2. My blood samples are misplaced and they have done with others blood sample
3. The blood would have clotted giving wrong result
4. The lab technician is not experienced to handle this test
5. Lab errors
6. Wb not performed and they gave a fake result after knowing elisa is negative (which came wrong due to some lab error) for want to money etc...
My family and friends not interested to take another test and my Dr told i should never come again for any hiv concern.
What should i do? I don't know where to go? Whether i want to have another test or as my Dr already told whether i was affected with anxiety? I even fear to take another test and i am annoyed due to persistent lymphnodes swelling and other symptoms... Its killing and eating my day to day life... Pls suggest me what to do and to whom i want to meet and what test should i want to do or what test should i want to repeat... Thanks and waiting for ur valuable response...

[Vance2335]

1. You didn't have a risk
2. You have a test well beyond the conclusive time frame.

YOU DON'T HAVE HIV

Nothing else we can tell you here. Either accept it or seek a therapist.

[worried17022012]

Every one says to me like this. My family, friends and even my Dr who took the test...

So u feel i am not at hiv risk and i am mentally affected?

Sorry if i irritated u with my reply... But still i wait for ur reply...

[Teak]

Move on and seek professional mental help.