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hiv infected?
5 months after my silly unprotected behaviour ,still worrying about hiv infection.the lymph nodes are still swollen under the jaw (very small no changes in size), but no fever (at all , all this months).
I gain 7 kilos, i eat to much .
The last 3 days both knees hurt and i dont know if this is because of the cold weather.My back is also hurts me (this is not the first time) my muscles are in pain.
I wonder about my strange throat pain and those lymphs all this months .I admit that i keep touching them all the time see if there are still there and i know that this is not good.
At night my throat feels so heavy like someone is pushing me there.It seems like the pain someone has when he is very sad but not like this exactly.
I also have my wisdom teeth come and go and i hope everyting is because of them.
I am waiting january 2010 to do the Hiv test,
The first test was 5 week after the exposion turn negative (antibody Elisa).I know that this may not be 100% accurate but i hope this is a good sign , isn't it?
i pray to god, because the person that i had sex at first told me that he had the test, and then he told tha he was lying to me but he was 100% ok.i hated him and i still hate him , make my fears more stronger.
He lives in London were it is possible to buy a home test but he refuses.And besides my symptoms this it the worst sign tha he has HIV.
I PRAY TO GOD BUT GOD CANT DO ANYTHING IF I AM ALREADY INFECTED.
I gain 7 kilos, i eat to much .
The last 3 days both knees hurt and i dont know if this is because of the cold weather.My back is also hurts me (this is not the first time) my muscles are in pain.
I wonder about my strange throat pain and those lymphs all this months .I admit that i keep touching them all the time see if there are still there and i know that this is not good.
At night my throat feels so heavy like someone is pushing me there.It seems like the pain someone has when he is very sad but not like this exactly.
I also have my wisdom teeth come and go and i hope everyting is because of them.
I am waiting january 2010 to do the Hiv test,
The first test was 5 week after the exposion turn negative (antibody Elisa).I know that this may not be 100% accurate but i hope this is a good sign , isn't it?
i pray to god, because the person that i had sex at first told me that he had the test, and then he told tha he was lying to me but he was 100% ok.i hated him and i still hate him , make my fears more stronger.
He lives in London were it is possible to buy a home test but he refuses.And besides my symptoms this it the worst sign tha he has HIV.
I PRAY TO GOD BUT GOD CANT DO ANYTHING IF I AM ALREADY INFECTED.
The first hour of 2010 is here thinking about my future result is not so good.i feel pain in my heart knowing that i am a possible hiv patient.
Today i have a flu remind me the possibility i am infected.i wonder the new year what is going to bring me.
i think that i cant control my anxiety and i ccant keep my tears.
i wish to everyone just to be good.
i hope life will not be so cruel to me not to anyone else.
love to all
best wishes
Today i have a flu remind me the possibility i am infected.i wonder the new year what is going to bring me.
i think that i cant control my anxiety and i ccant keep my tears.
i wish to everyone just to be good.
i hope life will not be so cruel to me not to anyone else.
love to all
best wishes
oh..my last test was 35 days after the possble exposureTesting hasn't been 6 months since 2004? i did not know but no matter what i am taking the test soon.
thank you guys.i ve been many times to my pathologist discussing my situation.i ve done many tests blood test, theyroyd test and other test that i cant name because of my bad english.I cant write in KOrean no one will underastand!
My doctor said "come in january " 6 months after the exposure and no matter whati it is we will be sure.please i know how stupid it sound but many thoughts arre in my mind preparing myself about the possibility of having a postive result.
My doctor said "come in january " 6 months after the exposure and no matter whati it is we will be sure.please i know how stupid it sound but many thoughts arre in my mind preparing myself about the possibility of having a postive result.
Yeah, get tested NOW! 3 months is a reliable amount of time to get a true and conclusive result! Now that you're at 5 months, get tested asap
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