unprotected oral from hiv infected person..

[scarebuddy]

Hi I hope I can get some advise from medhelp. 5 days ago I was realy intoxicated and I received a blow job from a street sex worker. Drug addict to. We both were intoxicated and I had a blow job for maybe 20 min. When I noticed blood on my penis I stop.. She later confess she was hiv positive.i usuly dont do that. I have a beautiful one year baby and a wife I love. but I was out drinking with a friend and he got me into that while I was way to intoxicated. I guess I shouldnt blame no one from my actions but that what it is..we are out of town worker and I screwed up.actualy its first time I ever cheat on her . I love her and I regret it. 5 days later I have diarhea.. Dry mouth and abdominal cramps.those cramps are on and off since day 3.iam pretty sure I got hiv from her since the blood.and I have herpes from 10 years ago so everything is against me. Any advise?

[scarebuddy]

That what actualy worry me.   I didnt have any cuts on my penis . But what if the blood get into my hole.?

[scarebuddy]

Iam almost conviced I have hiv from her. I have constant abdominal pain and headack and nausea. All this 5 days after exposure. I never had that before so severe. I dont think.its coincidence. I will test duo test at 30 days. And when if I realy test positive wich I think I wil it will warn peoples about oral sex

[scarebuddy]

I just want to know what happen if her blood got into my penis hole

[scarebuddy]

Then what happen?

[Teak]

What part of what you've been told about oral sex is it you're not comprehending?

[scarebuddy]

I think if I wouldnt of see blood I wouldnt be so worry. its that part that I dont understand since I always tough that you can catch hiv from blood. I just try to.understand how its not possible since the blood could of get into the hole of my penis. I just want to understand so I can put this behind me that all.i guesa I will stop posted. And come back with updates in 3 weeks