Experts,
Back in Jan 2012 , I was tested , because of oral sex as well , and indeed was negative. since then I received about 1 - 2 minutes oral sex from woman and gave her very short oral at the clitoris. I do not have intercourse with anyone , over the last several 4+ years, even then was always protected. But I do get Happy endings (hand) at oriental MP's. very rarley. I read the responses and will feel better for a time , never internet search symptoms, but then will see things about oral like , 'almost no one", ''virtually' impossible, 'doesnt stand a chance' , etc. seemingly not definitive , And that along with the feeling of a slight swelling at the ball of my left foot for a while , A couple pimples on my arms , an occasional watery stool and it hits me again "what if", I dont know what to do as I am still very afraid to test , and its seems to be a never ending cycle. I have no one to talk to and come here asking for some comfort and reassurance. I try to think rationally , would anyone here (expert/DOC) tell you you dont need to test over Oral sex, and that Oral sex was completely safe , if they thought at all you would need to? Rational thought says no. Anxiety says something else entirely. I dont know if those symptoms are in any way related but I am petrified to even look at living with or symptoms of HIV. Is the consensus to move on with my life being Receiving Oral sex , and cunnilingus was the only factor? Thank you to each of you that help here , What may seem thankless at times is very important and is a great service and information. Thank you.