HAHA! No, I will never touch it again. I only used about 2 or 3 times a month for a year as it was. There would be some months where I wouldnt touch it at all.
But recently, in the month of december...I used every friday.
As an update, I do feel a lot better. I don't have the anxiety that I once had and I am gaining my weight back.
However, the palpitations do come and go throughout the day. There has yet to be a perfect day. I am still afraid to exercise as well. My grandparents are trying to find insurance for me so that I can go to the doctor and cardiologist to have some more extensive work done.
I remember when I was 19 I smoked weed and had a horrible panic attack. My heart rate skyrocketed up to 140-150ish and I was so freaked out I sustained it for hours on end. Eventually my heart rate went back to normal and I was released from the hospital.
Over the next year or so I'd have palpitations where my heart rate would increase in the 120-130 area throughout the day. During some panic attacks my heart rate temporarily skyrocketed to over 200.
Four years later I'm still here. I started eating only healthy foods and I exercise regularly. My palpitations have more or less gone away and I haven't had a panic attack in months.
If the doctors have not found anything physically wrong with your heart and you're satisfied with the tests they have done you might have an anxiety/panic disorder, you'd be surprised how many panic disorders are started by drug abuse.
I worked at a hospital for several yrs. and a few times young men in their early twenties were brought in who had strokes. I had no clue that cocaine/heroin can cause a stroke until a Neurosonologist told me that your BP when experiencing the "cocaine high" spikes in some people way beyond 200 syst. and even in young people it can cause serious problems especially when they are shooting up frequently and the BP spikes that high frequently, for some on a daily basis over a period of time.
Lots of them came in with severe arrhythmias, panic attacks, symptoms of a heart attack as in severe chest pain. All promised they'd never take cocaine or heroin again if they will come out alive from these horrible symptoms they were having.
If I were you I would stop shooting up or sniffing this stuff or you might regret it some day big time.
I just went to the gym to try things out again. I didnt get the results I wanted...
I ran at a very slow 12 minute mile pace and my heart rate stayed around 170 beats per minute. That's a lot higher than it used to be. More alarmingly to me....It took 30 minutes or so for it to come all the way back down to my normal 72. It hovered around 120 for a good 15 minutes. Freaked me out. NO shortness of breath...I went to the fire station just now because it freaked me out and they said my blood pressure was slightly high... 135 over 96. Other than that, they said everything on my chest EKG looked great.
What is the chance that I actually damaged my heart permanently with this drug use? What do all the numbers point to? At rest my blood pressure is 132 over 75 and my resting pulse is anywhere between 68-72.
Oh god I hope this goes away. I wont be able to live without being able to workout and run.....Id rather die. Seriously.
Hi there. I am glad to see that you have stopped using Cocaine and hopefully, after experiencing Tachycardia, you will never touch it again!!!!
A resting pulse of 60-80 is normal. Anything above 100 is called Tachycardia. Try getting a prescription for a BETA BLOCKER. That will bring your BP down and slow your heart rate down, even while exercising. If it doesn't work, then their is something wrong with your heart and you should go for a stress ECG and Echo at a Cardiologist.
Good luck and let us know if the Beta blockers helped.
What you are describing sounds exactly like my anxiety. When I was anxious I could simply walk and my heart rate would be 130-140. When I was not anxious my heart rate would be at a much lower resting pace.
Anxiety has a profound effect on how quickly your heart beats. Get your heart checked out - if the tests come back negative you most likely have a panic/anxiety condition.