FEAR GUILT AND ANGER

[bobbyullc]

i have been reading some past posts and have noticed a thread running around in many of them. that is fear,guilt and anger.

i thing the worste tradgedy of hep c is that so many heppers waste so much of their time nursing these emotions. they are all SELF INFLICTED.

FEAR, to waste even one hour fearing something that probably will never happen is a crime. why ruin what time we have left on this earth?

GUILT, i was sick, i felt no more guilt than if i had a cold.

ANGER, at who. no one did this to me on purpose? why be angry and at who.

this is a day that GOD has given us to enjoy. ENJOY IT !
BOBBY

[l-horn]

Speaking of fear, she just pulled into the driveway.

[missy60051]

I think that everyone is an individual.

Behavior is shaped and maintained by it's environment.

Everyone of us are at different stages in life.
Mike siomon, I pretty much agree with you.
I was devastated when I found out of my HVC. I'll be honest I found out in nov. of 2006,didn't believe(denial),I was angry.  Very angry and sad!
I'd say in the first month you didn't want to be around me.  I was pretty much drunk every chance I could get.  Yes I know, but I didn't care at the time.  I mean really how much more damage could happen.

My anger based on the fact , how in the hell did this happen to me!
I don't do drugs!  I only started drinking 3 yrs. ago.  I'm in my 2nd marriage and my children are all pretty much grown.  I finally can enjoy my life with my husband.  Travel,party,get crazy, and not worry about my children.

Talk about your life being turned upside down.
I was going to college.  Finally it was my turn to do something with my life and I had to quit.  Thanks to the sx.  I knew the possibilities of the sx., but I didn't think it was going to be this bad.  

I want to be cured!  I will do what it takes to make this happen and every feeling I had along the way is what gives me strength!

I could go on and on ,but why?  That's life and everyone has there different issues to be dealt with.
Thank you
Missy

[snowbyrd]

LOL......i took my shot a couple of hours ago.....woke up kinda in a fog.....saw your post and i can't stop laughing.  Thanks Anita

[mikesimon]

I wish you the best possible outcome and I am going to believe you will get well. Mike

[crazycanuck]

all those feelings are normal and necessary to survive. but obsessing over them is not healthy or normal. like the saying; God gave me the knowledge to accept the things i cannot change the power to change the things i can and the wisdom to tell the difference. or something along thoses lines!!!!

[bobbyullc]

no i am not on tx now. i did 46 weeks and am svr. i know riba rage but i did NOT live in fear before, during or after tx.
these are GOD given emotions but to be kept in check and not meant to ruin our today.