Not my plan

[Moytoy]

Im 53 yrs old,my persanality has been based on alcohol since 12. I did 10 weeks on the Peg-Red treatment totally convinced I could be alcohol free and kick this disease of mine with 2 heads.They took me off said it wasnt for me.My anger was treated with Paxil 3 Doc said it is the only one that dosnt go threw liver.Today I feel like **** every morning, my VL is growing into the 4000. No one seems to care or apreciate the new me.Im having a bad day becouse I except my dying as it comes,with alcohol. that is who I am.

[moveabove]

I love you and am saving a chair for you, in A.A.

[St. George]

Why would people no longer help me here?  I can't have a politically incorrect opinion?  I'm sure there are people here  who agree with me on this subject but are afraid to chime in.  Let's focus on true diseases, like hep c!!  Also, I did receive at birth and not by being some addict and I'm pissed people throwing around  the term disease so lightly!!!

[Moytoy]

Thanks to everyone for the support. You pulled me threw a rough day.I will post again another day. HAPPY THANKSGIVING

[St. George]

If I have the strength to endure this treatment 3x's now the poor poor addict can find the strength to stop killing himself.
Moveabove save the chair for one of your whining addict cronies.

[timedog]

how old are you?

so if you don't have it it must not be real or bad is what it sounds like. I know and people who are poor it is because they just choice not to work right!

you have a very out dated point of view on the subject that is why your not finding anyone who agrees with you. like I said why don't read up on the subject. but i guess ignorince is bliss

[avidreader]

You can have any and all opinions you want. Please though, don't state them as fact and don't make generalizations that are patently false about a disease you obviously know nothing about. It's not 'politically incorrect' to state that addiction is not a disease it's just not true.