Oh gosh Sue!! I'm just sorry that's happened. I've not been there, at least not yet, but I feel punched. You are really a woman of fight, courage & grace under fire. ... An overcomer, for sure. You sound like you "know" & I sure believe(hold in prayer) Your train is here, you've already bought the ticket 3x, you just get on board & watch this train take you to the LONG TERM destination of health, AND leave you there. It will !!
All blessed prayers gentle warrior woman~
Randy