Hang in there Lal, such is life on treatment. 32/48... you're on the downside. Another shot s-u-c-k-s but you'll feel better for it.
You can do this. Look what you've accomplished so far!! Everything life and tx has thrown at you and you've dealt with. You've shown tremendous determination and keep pushing forward despite the odds. One more shot isn't going to hold you back, on the contrary, it's going to help. You're a strong girl even though you don't want to be. We all see that in you Lal.
Keep going - willpower can move mountains!!
Be well,
Trin