Husbands final results/Hodgkins

[cajunlady]

Well were it stands today, my husband only has recurrent Hodgkins and no other cancers.  Doctor would like him to fly up and see a Dr. Susan Horning, the top researcher on all lymphomas of hodgkin and non hodgkins.  She has done all the studies at Stanford University and the Stanford 5 treatment was the last tx my husband did. Would like her opinion as final on which way to go with tx.  Two Choices:
               *More and harder Chemo and Radiation
               *Stem Cell/Bone Marrow Tranfusion  UGHHHH

Then my husband and I have some very serious decisions to make.  A persons body can only take so much toxcitity.  We have to determine how much is too much for him.  His hodgkins is in the check cavity area; all around the heart.  Aorta pumonary, left and right atrium, bronciale, epicardial fat area, JUST everywhere around his heart.  Which is the same area of the first attack.  

I still get up everyday and try my hardest to put on a smile and go through my day.  Some days are harder than others.

I want to thank all of you for your prayers and well wishes, I know they help, because we could be looking at more than just hodgkins this time around and it stopped with recurrent hodgkins, not that that is good, but better than the others or combinations.
This doctor Horning will be back in town today, and is interested in my husbands case study.  Will update things as I find them out.

Every have a great day and THANKS AGAIN for the words of support.

Cajun

[cajunlady]

I want to thank all for their support and well wishes.  It does help me to read these.  Right now my husband is on an extreme roller coaster of emotions.  He finally cried and talked to me for the first time 2 days ago.  Been keeping it bundled inside.  He is so scared this time around.  Said he was worried about how much more toxcitity his body can take.  They hit him pretty hard the first time around. (Stage 2/3) and this time same staging (2/3).  I think it scares the heck out of him that they even mentioned stem cell/bone marrow transfusion.  Can't say I blame him. He likes to control everything right now, I mean everything; part of his emotions taking their tolk. That is a normal thing for a crisis state of mind.

My hubby and I get along pretty good for a couple that has been married for 17 years now. And, no, we are not a total match made in heaven; opposites attact, LOL.  Not that some days I don't want to snap his head off (LOL) then stop and tell myself it is just his emotions running wild right now, listen don't speak and then walk away for awhile.

Someone asked about financially; LOL LOL, in the studios work slows at the holidays, has not worked in 6-7 weeks. YIKES.  Drained alot of the savings last time around;barely getting back on our feet again, and hello round two.  Somehow we will make things work out.  At least I know that I am sitting on a (cash cow) my home, tons of equity.Don't want to go there.  But, if I have to so be it.

Thank You Again,
Cajun

[GrandOak]

My brother in-law had to go through treatment twice 10 years ago for Hodgkins and eventually was able to get an all clear.

He's still going strong today.  But they got the word yesterday that my nephew is one of those Guard units getting extended deployment when he was supposed to be home in two months is hitting him and my sister pretty hard as he's in the same unit which has lost three in the last month.  The latest was the one this week when they were hit by a roadside bomb.

[chellski]

with all the serious stuff you n hubby are dealing with, it's amazing that you put a positive spin on it by looking at the bright side (and be thankful that it could've been worse)  you are both an inspiration, you are both fortunate to have each other - sounds like you're a match made in heaven.  be well both of you.
chelley

[friole]

Such devastating news.  It make our problems small in comparison.  Are you two making it financially okay?  My thoughts and good vibes are heading your way.
kathy

[Eyedeas]

Knowing what you are facing, while overwhelming in the decisions you have to make is so much better than all the waiting and uncertainty and "not knowing" that goes along with serious medical problems.  I'm glad to hear that you are well informed and have doctors you trust and can count on.

Our thoughts are with you both!  Hang tough!

Kim

[Tater-ToT]

I can only merely echo the previous post here, but want you to know that you & your family will be in my thoughts & prayers!

Hang In There, & Know We Care!
Vicki

[beamishboy]

my sympathys to your husband&you.....i truly hope that he will get cured and be flinging mud soon!GOODLUCK & ((((cajunlady))))

[FL_Gal]

As others have said, miracles happen every day.  Also you are lucky to have access to one of the top doctors in the field.  Keep on keepin' on!

Now I really feel like a heel whining about my stupid little problems.  You'd probably trade with me in half a second.  And you still put on a smile every day!  You are a strong person and an inspiration.

Know that all of us here are pulling for you and your husband.

[amommy]

You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers.  I will pray for the absolute best case scenario.  You lean on us when you need support.  He is very lucky to have you.  Sending much love and many prayers to you both!

[sailinlady]

Know you & hubby are in my thoughts & prayers.  You are a strong lady and I admire you for that.

[aquarius64]

i don't know you and i'm new to this forum but i read your post and wanted you to know that i'll say a prayer for the both of you.

[Myown]

I'm glad to hear that things aren't as bad as what they could have been. As we continue to pray,I know that we will continue to hear that things are getting better.

I pray also for your comfort, peace and strength as you continue to help your husband get through this.

The God of Isreal is He that giveth strength and power unto His people  Psalm 68:35

[Cindy10]

I am so sorry you are going through this right now.
I wish you the very best and will keep you and your family in my prayers.  

[Forseegood]

Feel soooo bad about this, your husband's and your bravery are an inspiration, miracles do happen, seen this for myself, I'll say a prayer for you both...

[Penelope1911]

I am so sorry for all that you are going through. I can't find any words to express what I am feeling for you and your family right now. Peace, prayers, love and health to you. Mequila.

[Lady E]

I'm glad to hear things didn't turn out as bad as they could have been with your hubby. My thoughts and prayers are with you guys.
-E