Jim/Kalio

[ladybug52]

Did you see my reply to Proactive's post on the Forum? Hate to be left hanging when I was so tottttaaalllly right and all!JK! But I didn't think either of you would go down w/o a fight!
"Am I just paranoid or am I being ignored?"
Thankd goodness for OrphanHawk replying or I would really be over the edge.
Bug

[Myown]

I like Myown a lot and I think she knows it or at least suspects it. I wouldn't play around with someone I didn't care for. I am upset that she is upset because TX does change things and I forget about that sometimes. I spent 4.5 years on TX so you'd think the effects

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Mike,
That was very sweet of you to say. I'm sorry if you felt upset. As I said to Jim, just pay me no mind, okay? Little wacky around the edges lately. Somedays I'm fine, other days not so fine. I feel like everything gets on my nerves on somedays and it seems it can all happen within a minute.

I shouldn't complain because you treated so long, I can't even imagine what that could have been like.

You raised a few points I'd like to address (religious) but I'll hold on that one. I don't mean in a bad way, just to touch on a few things.

gotta run, see ya later.

[Myown]

I do remember, however, when I was the object of parody several times when on treatment and I wasn't amused. The difference I think is that the parody of you and MyOwn came out of like, respect and friendship (the parody of me did not) and I think you know that, and hopefully so does MyOwn. Still, parody/humor/satire, is often not easy to convey on the internet where we often don't know the other person very well and are unable to get the normal conversational feedbacks such as voice intonation, body language, etc
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Jim, really don't worry about it. It's me and this stupid riba. I sometimes have alot of trouble seeing clearly. It comes and goes. You know I think very highly of you. I always will too, really.

Pay no attention to me if I get like that again, it will pass and I will snap out of it. Don't worry about weighing every word before you speak to me, I know your heart and I know that you would never intentionally hurt me,(mikesimon would tho ha!) so if I get 'nutty,' just tell me I misunderstood you or just pay no attention to me for a few days or something. Don't let it upset you tho. I don't want that. I hope your still my buddy. I hope you see this post.

[Myown]

miss ladybug, I'm not mad at you for anything.  I think a lot of you... when I said tired of being the entertaninment, I didn't mean as it as a comic,there are always plenty of comics around here, ,, I meant it as "friday nite at the fights,"but anyhow neither here nor there, I just needed to take a break for a bit. And btw,you are one of the funny folks. I always laugh (out loud too -ha) when I read your posts.

Elaine,  thanks, you're always so concerned about everyone. You are so nice and always a pleasure to be around.

I hope Nick is doing well.

[ladybug52]

Now I'm worried that you think I was serious about blaming you for everything getting ugly! I worry all the time that people don't 'get' my sense of humor, and I know with all the emotions flying during this thread, you might have thought I really was blaming you. I don't really think you would, but like I said, I worry about everything. A little too co-dependent perhaps?
Be well, be good:)
Bug

[ladybug52]

'All said, I don't let you off the hook Bug since you started this thread :) I tried to leave the whole topic behind from the previous thread, but no, you just had to bring it up again and get my opinion :)'

You know I started this post in a post-riba rant, but I can honestly say that you are the one who turned it all ugly!
It's funny because, although we don't see each other or hear the tone of voice that goes with it, I still think we get to know each other pretty well, for a group of faceless strangers, we do pretty good most of the time. The forum is not near as much fun as it is over here. When I first started reading your posts, I thought you were a smart robot. You could quote med info, stats, interpret labwork, stay up on research, but not much personality came through (to me)
Now, I realize that you are very funny, can laugh at yourself, and can do some very good creative writing!
I'm sorry that things got twisted and turned upside down here.
Bug

[missy60051]

Wow,  I really hope you're kidding and is a funny dry sense of humor.
It's  a little scary to see someone gets so offended.
Don't want to step on anyones toes or argue about it.

Geezzz! calm down.  It's not that bad.  It put a smile on my face, but then I got scared.
Bye