possible primary hsv2 infection?

[Snugglepudding]

pleace can any experts help me?? i posted a question under the name Snugglepudding. about a possible first hsv2 oral initial outbreak and possible autinoculation??? im am still waiting results for the hsv specific swab culture taken from the bump on my lip. it does not hurt, but heres my story again. so i had protected sex, unprotected oral, i performed cunnilingus. for about 30 seconds. 2 days after sore throat, then turned into a week long flu like sickness, when that week ended i had a swollen neck for about a week, tonsils also seemed very irritated. I could feel the pain slightly in my ears, and it was uncomfortable to turn my head. after that cooled down i thought i was in the clear. but when that week long neck swelling ended. exactly 21 days after my possible exposure. i found a small cluster line of tiny white pinhead dots under my mid upper lip. borderlining the lip and the inside of my mouth. this was 12/1, then sunday my lip above where those little dots was swelled. and now i have an air bubble on my mid lip, now noticeable to the public. what i am scared of is that i may have spead it on myself. its 12/6 today. about 3 days ago i noticed i had these two white marks on the very tip of my penis. one smalll, one fairly bean sized. it is not raised. and i might only feel the slightest irritation of friction from my boxers, also with my anus, i noticed a strange wrinkle of skin that seemed out of place. and when i opened the wrinkle there was a pinkish crater in there. i might also feel just the slightest burn when i defacate. and for a few minutes afterward. nothing is painful, even the air bubble on my lip does not hurt at all. does this sound like autoinoculation? would a herpes sore start as a white mark on my penis tip? it hasnt changed in two days? what about the bump on my lip? is it strange is hasnt turned color or anything in 5 days? its still the same color as my lip. and the only slightly reddish area is in the middle of that line of white cluster bumps under my lip? i am conerned about self infectig myself becasue i have been inspecting my mouth and lips almost every 10 minutes for 10days. and i could have easily been touching my penis or scratching my anus right after. i have bee very hygenic, but with all the mouth touching i could have easily slipped up. Please experts? i am so scared. i do not need to be babied. and told its nothing like my doctor. when obviously something is going terribly wrong, ive never in my life seen anything like this on my body. as im sure with many people i could only find pictures of hsv during the outbreak. but i want to know if people can spot one just starting forming in the verrrrry first stages

[gracefromHHP]

please keep all your questions in your original post as we ask in our read before posting post. thanks!

[Life360_Dave]

Hi Snug, youve got yourself all hysterical! Your doc said it was nothing and im sure hes correct. Dont self diagnose yourself. Your constant touching and checking is probably causing simple bacterial infections from your finger nails.
Just take it easy and work with your doctor. Just reading this, i started itching myself!!!!!!!!!