I have been SAFE my entire life, and STD free. I just met this guy and we got really serious, and we got lost in the moment, and had unprotected sex. I completely freaked out since then, and asked him if he has ever had an STD or being tested. He said he is clean - was last tested in 2007 and has had one monogamous relationship since then. Anyway, about 11 days after having unprotected sex, I spent $250 and got those confidential STD panel tests which I did at a lab - I had them test me for HIV, gonorhea, clamydia etc. My results came with a positive for HSV1 and a reading of 6.43. I am TOTALLY freaked out and upset! I have read conflicting things, saying maybe you get it from kissing (even as far back as a baby) etc., so I dont know how BAD it is to have this diagnosis.... also with such a high reading is it possible that I JUST contracted it i.e. from HIM? I feel stupid enough already that I didnt insist he got tested, but I just want to know the implications of such a high reading? and diagnosis? Do I now have herpes for life? Can I get pregnant? Have children? I have no symptoms by the way, and neither does he - i.e. outward symptoms. PLEASE ADVISE ASAP!!