tired and scared

[tattoomommy03]

Sorry for another post.. but im sontired amd scared.
I wamt my man home, im tired of.going this alone. My kids are so amazing but i need help. My family is so busy and feel bad for.asking them to help. Im.scared of raising all these kids alone even tho im not alone.. just want my man home. Im scared he isnt coming home. Still not sure where he is or what he is doing and i pray he makes it home. I dont think im cut out for being a military girlfriend/wife... i had my.first panic attack today. I couldnt catch my breath amd was close to.calling 911. I finally.calmed down enough i was ok. Man, why is this so hard? Please someone tell me its going to be ok and ill make.it thru this.. and so will my man...

[tattoomommy03]

Thanks ladies.. its a little better today. Just trying to keep myself busy and not dwell on it too much.

[thirdtimemum]

You're dealing with alot at the moment, and it would seem very overwhelming. But like tomorrow said, it will pass. Everytime you feel alone look at that diamond ring on your finger and think of the wonderful man who loves you, and is willing to be a part of you and your children's lives. I am positive he will come back safe and sound to you all, i just hope you can rest easy in the meantime :)

[Mizzztaylor]

I bet being pregnant doesn't help. I found myself more anxious about every single little thing when I was pregnant. What you're going through is a big deal. It's totally reasonable that you'd have a little freak out every now and then. I'll pray with you for a quick and safe return .

[tattoomommy03]

I hope so.. i really really hope so..

[tomorrow264]

As my mom always says, this too will pass.  I understand how hard it can be to alone raising children when you're not really alone. My husband was an over the road truck driver for 3 years when our boys were babies so he was gone 3 weeks out of the month and it was hell. You'll find your groove and things will be okay.