Even with "small balls", your doctor said that " . . . they are on the small side but normal and everything seems ok". Keep in mind that he said they are normal. Carry on with your life, putting worries about a low sperm count, and see what develops with your partner. If you are attempting to father a child, put aside all porn and masturbation.
I called a urologist and they said I have to see a normal doctor before they can see me.......I need a referal? WTFF, thats like 74353745 dollars, I cant afford it.