My husband and I tried for years to have a baby... Nov 2010, we found out. Knew for 4 days and felt something wrong. Went to the ER and was informed that it was an ectopic. Heart break and surgery later, everything healed fine. The tube was saved, luckily, I only have one. Had the other one removed when I was 13 due to a cyst. We had HSG tests, lapro surgery to check for scar tissue and to look at the tube. That was fine. Yesterday, by the grace of God, we find out I'm pregnant again. I can't be excited. I feel worried and the mental pain from the ectopic flooding over me. I'm calling my doc Monday to get in STAT for an U/S. I'm not a bad person for not being "over the moon", am I? I feel horrible for not being excited... I don't want to tell until it's been confirmed. I can't do that twice. Is this normal???